Ten months later, two semesters at UTD completed, I was reminded of my prior commitments when my WordPress account charged another year to my account. I’m definitely keeping this account. I’m reevaluating if I want to keep my merchandise at Amazon. I love the kindle and I have a lot of kindle books but their recent decisions with buying kindle books and ownership has changed some of my thoughts about using them for my own merchandise. I guess I’m just old but I believe when you buy a book, even if it’s digital, that content is always yours – not the intellectual property, of course. Copyright laws and all. But that copy belongs to me because I paid for it. Versus renting which I as a university student certainly have done on occasion. There are other options out there.
Just when it appears as if publishing and print material is taking it’s last gasp, as if the world has turned its face against print media, as if books and reading might be so antiquated that no one ever really cares, there comes a new wave of readers who jump into the realities that reading can do for us what nothing else can. Can’t afford a vacation? Read a book! It can calm my mind, take me places I’ll never go, and show me lives I’ll never live. Since starting my university journey, trying to obtain a B.A. in Literature, I’ve discovered loads of new authors who I really do enjoy. Oddly, I like Sophocles. Didn’t care for Homer. Didn’t mind Ibsen. Not a huge fan of James. Marquez was interesting and long. Really did learn a lot during this last semester, the first of my Junior year.
I haven’t forgotten my experiment. It’s still ongoing but I’m just not doing much with that right now and for those who were reading my books, I’m sorry I stopped in the middle of a volume like that. But the more I go along, the more I realize that if I rewrote a portion of Joanna, I could really make that into something. At the same time, I just really enjoyed putting the books out there and enjoyed holding the printed copy in my hands. When I started doing this experiment, publishing them was free for me. Now that they’ve upgraded to pdfs I need Adobe Acrobat or something similar and I just don’t have that $600 a year to pay for that. Not and I’m not earning that money back. I love hobbies and all but as a retired person, my hobbies need to bring in money and the crochet, quilting, and art can bring in money. When publishing these books was free, it was fine that I was only getting about ten dollars every few months. Now they want me to put in such an investment … It was one thing when I could just buy the software and use it as needed but Adobe doesn’t do that now. They want to pull as much money from my pocket as they can so I have to think outside the box and outside the box typically means getting away from picky Amazon where everything has to be just so and moving to another venue where it costs me less. Additionally, the movement to get away from U.S. tech has accomplished something I didn’t think anything could. The fear of being spied on is real with social media and now with various issues arising in the U.S. people are shopping outside the U.S. for social media and tech services. There is everything you need out there and I found an option for Adobe products which would cost less than a third of the price and offer up the exact same thing. So I’m seriously considering that but I am right now focused on my university journey because that is super expensive and takes a lot of effort and concentration.
Which is to say, I haven’t forgotten my books. I never forget them. I’m still writing! But I am working my next career and trying to become something else while always aware a literature degree may not pay the bills. So while I’m so in love with publishing and all the joy it brings me – I just really love creation and publishing like quilting is making something out of pieces – ultimately my responsibility toward myself is to make sure my tomorrows are going to be okay. That – that is a big job right now in this chaos which has erupted in the U.S. and abroad. Gotta have multiple income streams. More like flood plains in these days.
With all of that said, I apologize. I’m doing some required certificates right now, one of them being Adobe, with the hope I can transfer that to the other product I found. Once that’s done, I’ll resume my publishing experiment/journey/adventure! After I get the nasty required courses out of the way, I’ll have some fun and a bit more time to enjoy the play side of publishing and hopefully I’ll have a little place where I can be gainfully employed but not trapped in a mire which is, sadly, so much of the work I was accustomed to doing during my 36 year career as a caregiver. I still care. I just spend all that on myself now.
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